Why do we write? Is it for the same reasons we read? To escape, to
conquer, to create? It’s a big question that I’ve been struggling to
answer in just 500 words. Unlike the authors of Willow Pattern fighting
for 5000, 500 words in response to existential inquiries is a feat I
would rather leave to Borges.
What makes someone want to express
themselves and their sense of life; especially in view of such
constraints as only 12 hours, with prescribed setting and topoi, in the
face of an attentive audience, on just a first draft? An overwhelming
proposition for some that recalls nightmares of showing up to class for a
presentation in your underwear. Yet there are many others who couldn’t
be more eager. Because why not write?
The prospect of having your
first draft, a fast one at that, not only published but publicised is
not recommended for those with a weak stomach. I have found some old
first drafts waiting to be dusted in the bottom of drawers before and I
couldn’t stand them, let alone having others read them. From the
interviews below we can see that both Nick Earls and Krissy Kneen can
relate.
Two weeks ago, on the post Alone Together, Des spoke of
her admiration for sharing your work with others even if they aren’t so
well written, and the importance of the relationship between the writer
and reader. It is this interconnectedness she speaks of that I believe
is why we write. Not only to express ourselves and create something
eternal and separate from us, but to have it lead a full life of its own
by touching others’ lives.
Jean-Paul Sartre (2001, 28) says we
produce a work of art in order to reveal something to the readers, but
that you cannot be the producer and the receiver. When you write you
transmit your history, your philosophy, your love; you cannot receive
these back from yourself. In writing you are less conscious of the
object than the action. It is for this reason that most writers have
such trouble regarding their own work. In reading, one predicts, one
waits; without this waiting, without ignorance of the future, there can
be no objectivity.
This is why the writer-reader relationship is
so important, the writer entrusts the work to another, appealing to
their freedom to collaborate and to “lead into objective existence the
revelation” undertaken (Sartre 2001, 33). There is, at the heart of the
work, a demand for freedom; freedom on the part of the writer in
creating a vision of the world as perceived through a window, in which
not all is seen but sensed; and an appeal for the freedom of the reader
to recover this world, interpret and understand the world.
For
the work is never limited by what is written, this is just a guide in
the readers’ directed creation. You can’t have one without the other.
The act is a generous gift, and the reception of the work is the
ultimate gratitude.
500 exactly right there and it’s all
thanks to Sartre. Before him I hadn’t realised how much freedom had
been a part of my writing but it has always been not only a resolution
of mine but an imperative, as well as my worst fear in losing it.
After
deliberating on it for so long I would love to hear why it is you
write. Is it for the same reasons that you read? Is it for freedom, to
connect, to feel essential in your relationship to the world?
Sartre, Jean-Paul. 2001. What is Literature? London: Routledge.
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